saw shaun of the dead today, hilarious, great. saw trailer for the life aquatic - awesomeness! saw trailers for saw and white noise - too scary for melo to see! presidential debate tomorrow night - AH!

word.

well..um..i seem to have sold out and started a livejournal..but i'm not completely evil, i'm really more just incredibly pathetic, you see, i'm using it soully for queer as folk purposes at the moment, yeah, heh, like this lovely icon says, so i'm putting my thoughts on life here, and my thoughts on gay sex and related matters there, link to the left. you see, you can't read some people's lovely qaf thoughts unless you're a lj user and we can't have that, and somehow i'm going to become a creative icon creator person, somehow. livejournal is completely foreign to me and mine's super duper ugly right now but maybe with time i'll get somewhere good, somewhere emmett and brian and justin would approve of, but mainly emmett because big nelly bottoms are always best at design somehow. i want a "Fabulous!" stamp of approval. we'll see. so i guess jenn is the only one coming to my livejournal, and i have no problem with that.. so hurray for obsession. and goodnight. and good hurricane. ahem

VICTORY 

notice how the west wing didn't win the emmy for the fifth year in a row.. could that be because tommy schlamme left and now it's turning to crap? yes it could. tsk tsk. oh but HURRAY for angels in america - how did i completely forget to talk about that here, it damn near changed my life, it was that good. frank you really need to go rent it now, it's out, available, two discs, and it is nothing short of glorious. stunning. awe-inspiring. cried like a little baby. it got my creative juices flowing and i completely revamped my story idea for class to be mostly dialogue driven because that's all that really matters, great dialogue. angels in america has truly great dialogue. i honestly didn't know plays could get like that. what a great feeling. jeffrey wright was so great and i love love love justin kirk and of course meryl streep and al pacino.. the more i see meryl speaking in real life the more i like her, she's a whimsical silly fluttery person who i would love to have as a mother. so bravo mike nichols, and brava tony kushner.

Yep, Kerry's my president.

ha. i was just on the nambla site and i thought of this picture.. those nambla guys..um.. i dunno man. i don't think so though. justin is no boy, btw. and brian is no man for that matter. ahem. hey i had the lovliest time last night at independent bar, dancing the night away with matt, my new gay best friend, former parliament house partner and now full on indie rock partner. see he doesn't like dance music, he likes morissey, his "gay daddy!!!" well i don't give two fucks about morissey but i sure as hell like all this fun indie rock dancey music they play thursday and friday nights.. woo boy! so now i'm quitting my new music strike and giving in to all the hipster stuff out there.. the yeah yeah yeahs, franz ferdinand, the killers, and i have a list of about 30 million other bands i've never heard of so hm.. i really like that "take me out" song, like a lot.. and they played modest mouse's "float on", groovy. even that terrible "i believe in a thing called love" song was fun. everybody was dancing their little hearts out. most of the boys were sexy AND straight. hm. the girls were lovely and fun. and it's actually nicer to dance to rock music than dance music..don't ask me how. it's more silly. i just answered, i know. so hurray, i think i've found a new hobby. and finally matt dances like we all knew he could so i can stop calling him a party pooper in my head. people who won't dance...tsk tsk.. FOR SHAME.

this is almost completely just to jenn, why don't i email her you might ask? because i can't be bothered:

alright, i'm saying goodbye to life altogether and just diving in the pool! of queer as folk fanfiction because it makes me grin so big my face hurts and my chest tightens with that "oh this is happiness but i can't share it with these family members around me because there's so much sucking and fucking" feeling and i've found a kindred spirit now, "mojokitten", who completely validates my new life. she's around my age and she's british and she writes the stuff with mad talent. she is much worse than me AND still completely cool and smart and hip and hilarious. so. it must not kill you or make you weaker because obviously she is stronger than i'll ever be. (please excuse, it is 3:30 in the morning.) and jenn you must jump on this wagon with me because you haven't LIVED until you do.. there is no knowing these characters until you read fans' interpretations of them, seriously, i feel like i've seen double the episodes that you've seen, you must come and discover. i first found mojokitten because i was delirious over some other chick's fic (Omelet - a glorious angst-filled epic drama about brian and justin coping with justin maybe having HIV, this and so many others can be found at my sex link to the left) and i emailed her to praise her and asked her who she liked to read and she delivered this bundle of british goodness via a michael fic which was so sweet, you'd love it, go here: http://www.livejournal.com/users/mojokitten/14455.html. and then ooo, my new addiction i'm sure, something called RPS (there are so many crazy fanfic terms to learn, it's really creepy and cult like and you sometimes think you're playing dungeons and dragons or something very nerdy like that but hey the payoff is too good to refuse) which i can only imagine stands for real people stories, i dunno, because this one was about gale and randy. ! that's right! so i've completely thrown out my previous negative interpretation of gale harold and now believe he and randy to have this secret wonderfully sexual little thing together because they're both kind of outside the box type people trying to deal with this silly fame that doesn't suit them.. oh lawd.. but you can't read that yet because it has a season 4 spoiler that you can not know. not yet. so i will now direct you to something that made me laugh so hard for so long i had to share it.. you kind of need to look around at her posts and get her sense of humor before fully appreciating this maybe, but she's talking to her friend about "shipping" different qaf characters.. shipping must be an abbreviation for relationship because that's what it is, fic relating to two specific characters who don't have this type of relationship on the show having it in this fic.. so she's talking about her crazy shipping ideas and then she delivers and it's utterly absurd and wonderful.. go here: http://www.livejournal.com/users/mojokitten/10230.html

ok i'm off to i assume go find more gale/randy fic.. this is too good honestly to be bad and completely unproductive.

frances is such a wimp! our power hasn't even gone off. but oops, here comes ivan the terrible... the first russian czar in the early 16th century killed his son and heir in a fit of rage one night.... yowwzzha!

i know i'm supposed to be quitting but whenever i'm at work and he's not there and then all of a sudden he's there, he's popped in for something unexpectedly, there is elation like nothing else. does anyone understand how much of a turn on eye contact is? well we've got it. sometimes i really think he knows. we lock eyes when we say goodbye, smile a little, and then he's outside and i somehow fade back into work with this buzz that lasts about ten minutes. today i had to smack my cheeks a little. fuck.