Axel, i love you THIS MUCH.

i love love loved your first post to me.. wow.. thank you so much for getting so involved and caring and responding, it feels so good.
i am a bit concerned about you and billy's desire to live together because more often than not that leads to serious relationship turmoil and eventual messy breakups.. i always think it's best to wait at least six months into the relationship to live together.. the jolt from seeing each other 2-3 times a week to every day all day isn't going to feel as good as you think, i bet.. at the very least consider trying to have seperate bedrooms to escape to if need be. but really, i think you underestimate how serious a step it is to live together and maybe you should hold off a while. for the sake of the relationship. especially with the few doubts i've heard from you on the phone.. just think about it very very thoroughly before you do anything.

i've been thinking a lot lately about living with friends, how nice it would be.. maybe even moving to gainesville and living with people there.. hopefully axel ;) but no school.. no no. i'd just love to live outside of parents house and work and just exist for a while. i think that would be really great. just thinking.

alan, do you want to keep considering a spring break trip? i might be able to pull it off and i think we should at least try. that whole fly to new york, spend a day and bus to boston thing sounds mighty fine.. talk to drew and give me a go for hope.

i'm so late for class but i have new dark burgandy-ish hair that i feel supercool with so i'm fine.

lovemelo