so i've been watching these Queer as Folk tapes. i'm not all that impressed but i'm still a little hooked. it's like dawson's creek. with a hell of a lot more sex. and that, to my surprise, is one of my biggest problems with it. i wasn't exactly looking for gay porn when i rented it, i thought it would be a little more serious than that - and i like to think most of the gay community isn't so obsessed with sex, it feels like a stereotype - of course these are single men in their 20's. and it's kind of ridiculous that 90% of the shots of the lesbian couple involves them making out. "hmmmm", i say. and every sex scene with the resident playboy IS exactly like an intro to a gay porn.. a little silly. kind of hot, well he is kind of hot. ok i'll just talk to axel because i don't think you've seen this, alan - justin is annoying to me, and his little chick friend is retarded and i worry that that's the only real symbol of straight friends (except debbie) and this girl is all starry-eyed.. "i'm not a lesbian, but i'm a big fan!" he he! c'mon. so it could be done better.. but on the upside.. brian is terribly sexy, and michael is adorable and i love him.. and i love the dynamic between the main four guys (i'm always jealous of that close-knit-group-of-friends atmosphere).. and i'm very interested in how brian and michael will end up (i'm only thru episode 8 of the first season) - umm.. and i'm generally just really interested in brian. he has lovely layers. and he is lovely. so i guess we have a new show to talk about. : )

i'm listening to these two kids across from me, girl and boy, and the boy is kind of meandering around asking the girl to a movie by talking about all of the (very dumb) movies that are out - and it's really kind of cute. aw, he just got her phone number. i'm telling you, it's like watching animals on tv.

the squirrels at ucf are really comfortable around people (or too afraid to run?) and it's so adorable when you walk by at like 2 feet away from them. i want a squirrel. whenever i see animals, any animal (except for hyenas, the only animal i've never liked) i say "i want a ___" - i want an elephant.. a tiger.. a bat.. a snake.. a chameleon. but i've never said that about children. hm

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