jordan and i went horsebackriding today. and now i want to live in the country. it's so beautiful. just open land and cities so very far away in the distance and the Cold and the Sunset - wow. and there is intimacy when standing next to a horse petting his neck. horses and dogs - all i want. we had such a great time. you know that scene in city slickers 1 where they're riding in a line and singing the "dun du-du-dun-du-du-dun-du-du-dun-du-du-dun-DUN" song - that was us. i have the fear but jordan was this virginic ball of laughter and excitement and i-want-to-go-FASTER and i was so so glad to see he loved it (after so many years saying "horses, nooo..i have external genitalia). beautiful house and beautiful horses and beautiful land and beautiful day. and here is my reminder note to myself to get eddie izzard out of my aunt's vcr. (all i want is to infiltrate everyone's thoughts with izzardisms)
hey you know what sizist department stores get? a giant middle finger.
i have two and two more on m'feet if you want to count them.
Cold cold is SO SO SO much better than Hot hot. i can't begin to tell you. and it's because i am not a Hot hot frame of mind person. i'm a Cold cold frame of mind person. and so my life in florida is completely unnatural.. and i will end up somewhere with frozen hands and ears and nose but i'll at least be natural. breath in air.. mmm.
and it smells nicer.
and i like the clothes more.
and it's romantic.
and you can help it.
why-o-why can't i escape mesquitos though? there's one on my computer moniter right now. huh
my aunt has this extremely large extremely cushiony leather couch. and you sit and can just die in it.. and never want to leave.. and it has gigantic pillows to hide under. and it's my favorite couch of all time. and the dogs here are wonderful.. i just love the relationships we have with animals - it's all centered around us touching them. imagine that with humans. that's hilarious. so i just love on these animals every second i can.. they're wonderful. isabelle the golden retriever and ellie the springer spaniel. and patches the paint with penis envy who had to be faster and then much more faster than the other horses and scared me to death a few times. i was a cherokee indian princess on him.. yes.. winding brook or some such thing. i can imagine.

lovemelo