i'm....... in the mood for luuhhhv... simply because you're near me! darling, cuz when you're near me... iiii''m in the mood for luhhhv..

there is absolutely nothing wrong in my head right now. ahh.. i'm feeling all.. post-dawson's creek, post-eddie izzard..don't have to do anything til 3:30.. ahhhh..

i'm going to deland with daddy to see jordan's soccer game - which is apparently something i enjoy doing. sure sometimes dad ignores me and talks to coach clark who is a parent and at first when they met, clark seemed too .. uh, blunt? for dad? dunno dunno.. just not typically the kind of guy he'd respond to. then he states "i'm from northland!" and DING DING DING dad's eyes light up and POOF there's a blossoming friendship. and that's all funny to me. the things we connect over.. doesn't necessarily say anything about who we are.. you're from boston?! i'm from boston too! ohhh!(kiss kiss kiss)

hahah.. the last game i was really at was at lake howell with the CIRCLE X (was that what it was called?) and i walked by it several times and snickered to myself.. ohh fun memories.

sexual activity in public places is apparently a big turn-on for me. that dangerousity of "we shouldn't be doing this here!" (dramatic GASP! hand over mouth in sarcastic british "oh that's naughty!"ness)

did anyone understand that?


and this makes me a little worried that i'll not be able to enjoy sexual activity in private places with no threat of getting caught or what have you.. oh yknow that's probably not true. it kind of represents youth - that kind of situation where you're all in a room watching a movie and two of you are trying very subtly to do things under a blanket (yes i'm reminded by actual recent incidents) - that's sexy. there's something about that. DANGA! yes

alright, here we go, i've downloaded the entire strokes album.. i need a cd to burn it onto.. i used up all of those cds like 2 days after we got them (we're talking like twenty here).. i enjoy the strokes. i like that there's a studio version of "last nite" on the album (because see the video is live music, neato, yes i know) - and i know they are completely stealing from the "70s" (see i hear 60s - i see/hear the rolling stones when they first came out, that's exactly what the video looks like, though maybe the music is very different.. well it is a bit.. ok) and their daddies are rich fashion industry people so they get all the filthy-style designer clothes and whatnot but hey.. i don't care. i enjoy the music. yes i do. and the guitar player on the far right in the last nite video is like.. new york summed up in a person to me. he looks like he belongs in Taxi.. does anyone else see that?

so it was the magic concert-premiere-on-HBO night one night and i turn to see britney spears, and here she is stripping off clothes and humping dancers and (not singing) and getting all wet from this magical shower that's coming down from the ceiling. okee dokee. and then i flip and see madonna, and here she is in regular clothes with no one else on stage and belting out as good as she can with an acoustic guitar in the middle of the stage with a little spotlight and a video playing above her - and the crowd's singing along and it's great. so we have that interesting difference. artist/slutbag. yes.

oh my goodness before i keep forgetting it - alan you must see this basement jaxx video for "where's your head at?", it's hilarious and freaky and you'll just love it.. monkeys! monkeys turned from people! monkeys playing instruments and singing! it's terrifying! haha

over and out.

lovemelo