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i wore a skirt in public today for the first time.. and to offset that i pushed my newly cut hair into a little mohawk, it was a success i think. it was about as high fashion as i get. i missed you today, frank. the party was kinda fun, good enough food and slap happy cup slapping (i showed it to my bro tonight at like 1:30 in the morning and he got it down quick and we were slapping away in a round and woke up my dad who came out and screamed at us and then we entertained him with a show.. good times).. it's nice when after the initial period at a party when everything feels awkward you get relaxed with all the people that you may not even know just because you've all been inhabiting the same space for a few hours, you no longer feel all eyes on you, just comfort to be among them. i like our group of friends, they're cute, we have a good time together. yes, most of them are in couples, but it's really ok, there's nothing really offputting about that, no threat, the girls are nice girls. i'm very glad will is finally with a cool girl again. who has a cool sister. that's a big relief, let me tell you. i don't think heather or amy read this so my compliments will be lost on them, and i hope meghan doesn't read this because she'll surely take offense but that's just how i feel about it. i didn't hate her or anything, we got along, she was cool sometimes, but there was a lot of unhappiness in her and drama and it wears you out. but that may have been just will's silliness so now i hope she finds a nice someone and becomes happy and lives that way ever after. send us a postcard from joy and write "i'm happy now! screw you all!" that would make me happy.

i'm starting email correspondence with my astronomy professor who is so great. we line up completely on our take on science vs. religion and he's answering all my random questions and sending me cool pictures and i love it. if anyone ever wants to take astronomy at UCF and wants the class to be cool with no math, take it with steven davis. he's not one of those fun eccentrics like you see in movies, he's an ordinary guy, youngish, talks straightforwardly about all this great stuff he knows. the packaging doesn't have to be pretty when it holds the gift you've always wanted. the information itself is more than enough entertainment.

i feel like i haven't gone to see a movie in forever.. i think it's been like 15 days. *shudder* i've gone longer, but i hate it. there's like 5 movies out somewhere that i want to see but with either no time, or if time no money, or if time and money now no car to see them. i shouldn't be seeing anything tho, i have three 10ish page research papers to write within the next two weeks with only saturdays and sundays to complete them unless i want to stay up to all hours of the night.. i am such a phenomenal shit when it comes to procrastinating, i sometimes can't believe it. it's so stupid and i keep doing it over and over and over. jesus.

i watched About Adam on tv tonight, i love love love that movie, mainly because stuart townsend is so sexy... i wrote about it here once. it's about a guy who starts dating a girl and then starts wooing and sleeping with her other two sisters and possibly brother.. it's such an interesting take on relationships and what they should be. in the end he's not malicious or sex-crazed at all, just eager to give people what they want. it's really lovely, i recommend particularly that will see it because it's very much like him only much nicer and smarter, but maybe he could learn a thing or two. at the very least he's going to change his twin from colin farell to stuart townsend by the end of it. fun.