thanks for saying those things, i sometimes miss talking to you too.. you know, when i'm not completely not thinking about you (brushes shoulders off) - i got caught at work tonight too late to call you back and now i'm just listening to damien and putting off showering. i'll try you tomorrow maybe. so this may sound completely crazy, but i was thinking of going to new york in early may anyway because i'm off of school by then and that's pretty weather time probably, and i wanted to be seperate from the rest and all cool, but so now damien is playing the beacon theatre there on monday may 3rd. yes. so i'm seriously considering doing that. i understand that's less than a month away and thus damn nearly impossible, but i'm wrapping my head around it. wouldn't that be nice? we should do that. but if not he'll probably be in our neck of the woods sometime later that month... i can't imagine having missed him in the past year, i must have.. i refuse to think about it. i had a dream about it. ok later i'll tell you. elton john was on american idol! ok