"I'm Sorry"


i love rufus wainwright, you know, and i just read this great interview elton john did with him in my first sent-to-my-home copy of Interview magazine where rufus just seems so.. like a musical genius. and i've always loved the songs i've heard so today i go on a quest to download his albums, but of course Kazaa has sold its soul to the devil and i can get no more use out of it really, so then i search frank's archives for the name of that damn other "better" music downloading source, right right, bit torrent, so i'm downloading that for the second time now, we're about 35 minutes away, and i go to amazon.com to find all of rufus' song titles in case it works that way and sure enough, there's his name on the "if you like rufus, you might like.." list..

so two months later, i click your link. i can't be irritated that you were right even because my heart is swelling with damien rice songs. oh damien.. ok so you were right. you were so... so very right. i watched all the videos. i heard volcano first, which was good, then i heard the blower's daughter, which i've heard on a DAWSON'S CREEK EPISODE and loved at that moment of hearing it even as joey falls into the arms of the obnoxious eddie in episode #618, "Love Bites" where joey and pacey go to the little kids' prom and then break up because she's stupid.. (don't worry, i had to look it up to know all that, www.dawsonscreekmusic.com is a splendiforous tool). sigh sigh sigh sigh is all i'm doing over here.. so i love that song.. and then i think i started crying while i first listened to delicate. and he's irish! i saw his interview last and it kind of sealed the greatness of everything, he seems like a lovely boy, after my own heart.

so i love him. it's been an hour, and i am full on in love with him. i really didn't expect that, that's why i never clicked the link. ohhhh he's kind of perfect.. ok i'm going to go finish downloading bit torrent and then download his album and then come back and do this again. the last time this happened so much so quickly was jeff.