so after a bit of wimpy crying last night about dr.overbay, i came today and am sitting in now dr. warner's office and she just witnessed me quake with tears and i have no idea where it fucking came from and i'm terribly embarrassed and she's teaching now. i think it's this on top of everything else.. and so many people seem so over it.. i am very confused. this feels very surreal. i can't celebrate anything right noww. i fucking hate crying in front of people.