does anyone know how to move my comments to the bottom of each post? or how to change the link color? cuz i tried to change it thru yaccs and it did nothing.. um, asian languages are really neat, they're being spoken all around me.

waiting to hear from only college friend Anthony about the results of his HIV test.. i have a video ready called Living Proof about living positively with HIV and AIDs.. it's really wonderful. a little nervous

i'm having visions lately of the end of the world (after constant listenings-to of tool's aenima, the song, after finally buying the album of same name, which is great but too angry for me, cept that song, a fantastic song, - reminding me of how much better i like APC and maynard was so smart to let his voice do other wonderful things and he should inspire serj Soon; i'm a little in love with maynard)
"learn to swim" - ok, and that artwork behind the cd of parts of california breaking away.. thinking LA would go..san francisco..and we'd suddenly find out that christianity was truth and god was trying to kill off all the freaks and queers and feminists and unitarians - and then we'd overpower him with this huge strand of love we'd make and we'd kill him and then everything would be ok. strange thought.

definitely a lot of serious thought about being a gay rights activist..

the laramie project, about the death of matthew shepard and the effects of it on his town, is a fantastic play where 8 actors play over 70 real-life people they interviewed, there is no original writing, only editing of interview excerpts, and you're no more than a few feet from the actors, and it was overwhelming and everyone was crying and it was amazing
and then the vagina monologues
(i'm starting a theatre craze)
i saw it first on HBO, where the creator performs most of the play by herself and it's EXCELLENT and important and hilarious and heartbreaking - and then i see it at ucf, with a bunch of women, and they're kind of terrible and you can't hear or see anything and it's big big disappointment, especially when you bring friends and sit among all these strangers looking forward to them being blown away by how great it is.. try to catch it on HBO, it's tres tres bien.

and then i'm seeing the merchants of venice sunday with jenn and niko at SCC - shakespeare with modern remix..sounds fun.

the problem with theatre is it's expensive (compared to movies and much else) - and i'm suddenly very broke until dad pays me back.. which could be a while. so minimum expenditure (a word?) is welcome.

i need to make a gainesville trip, which is obviously frightening, but then i'm realistic and i calm down - so . it's as simple as that.

lovemelo