i really need to find more things to do that don't cost money and can be done at any hour of the day or night or else i'll go a little crazy - it's as if when i'm not spending money i have Nothing to do - and i can't just read on cue because i have to be "feeling it" - and i'm not tired til around 3 am so when i get home around 5:30, and friends and frasier and the simpsons and newsradio are all over by 8 - and it's not dawson's creek night - i then have about 7 hours with nothing to do. help. last night i freaked out and went jogging. at 1 in the morning. jogging. i may actually start doing that regularly, but it'll be difficult because halfway around my block i had to start walking because my calves felt like they were going to fall off. very strange feeling - didn't recover for some time. though kind of nice to be out in the cool of night with no eyes bothering me (and just hoping i don't wake up sleeping neighbors with my dying-breathing) - umm.... so when it's warm, swim, and when it's cold, jog? sure? ok.. kelly tells me if you start exercising and then stop for some reason you feel like the shittiest person alive.. i can't really imagine that. but anyway
guys please tell me if you're coming to juan's bday bash so i don't have to call you long distance, thanks. i'm guessing you need at least $20.
are you guys usually awake before 3 am? cuz i was seriously considering calling one of you but decided against it.. alan, the rabbit in your headlights video with thom yorke and dj shadow played last night on moby's show he put together and he called it the greatest video ever made (he's a smart smart man) and i taped it, so next time i see you you're watching it. does your cell phone stay in your room all night? were you awake at 2:16 last night? what days do you not need people to be calling you in the middle of the night? ;)

man.. i have to go home now - and sit around for several hours.. somebody please give me attention-grabbing suggestions. wouldn't it be nice to have a place that you and your friends all went to whenever and no matter what time it was, someone you knew was Always there? like Friends, i know.

when does spiderman come out? when does the new batman come out?

i want one of those hand held tape recording devices very badly.. i could just sit in bed and talk into it for hours - and then make a book out of the transcripts..and it would sell because it would be "such a profound reading, such a real depiction of young people in america.." haha

alan, i'm so glad you caught nader on the daily show - is he not the coolest guy ever? well, actually he's the least hip guy imaginable with the hippest ideas imaginable. check out michael moore, as well - he's the same way but funnier and more outrageous, he used to have this show on bravo called the awful truth which was excellent, just revealing terrible things about all kinds of mainstream establishments in our society - www.michaelmoore.com is terribly informative. i want to pick up nader's book as soon as i can. actually that's a good way to spend time.. read all of michael moore's essays on whatnot.. he directed canadian bacon, by the way. little things.