i wish i could just post a picture and then do a normal post under it instead of this "caption" bullshit because i can't figure out yet how to make the font smaller like i like it now but heyyy who cares it's my birthday and i'm a little drunk, by myself, "hm, intresting", i love this picture. i love this show. i love these boys. but it's pretty much over for us now so i'm going to slowly ease my way into moving on. sigh. unfortunately i've made all these wallpapers so it'll be like keeping a lock of hair in the pocket of my jeans or something for a while.. never dreamt of doing that, don't know where that came from, ew. so very excited about my party, tho a little disappointed maybe in the turnout, lots of outoftownthatweekenders can't show, too bad, i hope it won't seem sparse because some blockbuster people may be there and now i feel the need to impress them and engulf them with people so they won't get bored. i know. i have a big crush on one of them so hopefully he'll show and you can all see me make an ass out of myself. oh dear, i hope he doesn't fall in love with jenn...this is the only problem about jenn i foresee having for my entire life in the future. soo....yeah... i saw before sunset last night and it was completely amazing. such a sense of urgency! it was so real and got me in such a trance! completely fantastic. it's hard to explain. you feel like you're eavesdropping. you're a little embarrassed that you're listening to what is obviously a real conversation between two real people. only it's not - and that is very jarring as i walked out, because it wraps you up in that world so perfectly and it fades out just right and the music is still playing and you could easily just sit there in the seat and feel that way for a while but that's what everyone else was doing, only about 6 other people in the theatre but, i felt like leaving first, so as much as i loved the experience and wanted it to last, i got up almost immediately and hesitated at the door a little to hear that last little bit of song, and smiled and still felt the movie and then opened the door and sauntered out and could still hear it a little and then the door closed and i took a few more steps and it was completely utterly the real actual world again.. completely bizarre.. i can't believe how sucked in that movie gets you. it's really hard for me to imagine they're actors and they aren't really in the process of living happily ever after. i wish you'd see it so you'd know what i mean. anyway, here's to engrossing movies, gay sex, and being as legal as i've ever been. cheers.