i just watched a movie for vincent (who was very sexy and you got to see his ass but unfortunately he was practically raping his girlfriend at the time) which had waayy too much sex to be watching with your FAMILY. ahem. i'm sorry but some things should be left to the imagination. in fact, it's better that way! it's often sexier. but prostitution isn't the sexiest thing i can think of. unlike vincent.. heyy.

five o'clock shadows are darn sexy. and i suppose six through ten o'clock shadows. ;) men are very attractive, aren't they?

it's very hard to write someone emails or letters or get excited about them visiting when you're in constant blog-correspondence with them. ho hum. it's annoying.

i watched an affair to remember today. great love story. i loved the remake, love affair, a lot more, but this one was funnier. i just love the new style of filmmaking.. it captures human emotion so much more accurately. the 1997 version of Lolita is heart-breaking, it's gut-wrenching, it's immaculately sexy, it's wonderful. (yknow, great age difference is a strange turn-on for me.. hmm) but the 60's one kubrick did didn't show it as nearly so sad. here's a man who's completely destroyed, and things are so casual it seemed, at least in comparison with the new one. and it was funnier, too. i guess in the 40's-50's we were finding a lot of humor in things. that's post-war mindset? i don't think so. i have no idea. of course kubrick was immitating old styles with his Lolita.. the 60s made all kinds of different movies. his was black and white and really was trying to be a 40's era film. hmm ok i don't know where i'm going with this.

romances really do get to me. Love Affair and Lolita and Dreaming of Joseph Lees and The Way We Were just kill me. really. especially the last two, since they're about a girl falling in love with a guy first, when he doesn't even know she exists practically. robert redford, man. even with a bizarre name like Hubbel. he was gorgeous.. he was a dreamboat, if i was ever to use the term dreamboat. but it wasn't about just who he was, the most attractive thing was the version of him that barbra streisand created in her head. and you can see it because you're with her the whole way, without the movie even being from her view.

i think i'll go watch Love Affair now.

lovemelo