actually, alan, funnily enough, the lovely blue moon broke yesterday. i hadn't really been using it, i think it was too bright for me, and i'm so rarely in my room unless i'm reading or sleeping, so it's unfortunately not of much use to me.. but i had amanda, the girl i babysit, over for the first time and i was showing her all my cool room things and i tried to turn it on and it just broke like a light bulb does when it burns out, so, no big deal. but since you probably used your's a lot more than i did i'm guessing our two still lasted about the same amount of time.. lol. i'm sending you email now.

i love john cusack and sarah jessica parker. isn't it weird how you can so easily delete words on computers? you don't have to scratch them out, hard in times when you want to make sure they're not seen, it's all very simple and they're completely gone forever.. it's weird, these things.

time moves too fast when i need it to slow down. i'd love to get rid of the notion of time and therefore the state of rushing/hurrying to get somewhere on time. i hate, Hate that feeling more than most.

my bed is now flat on the ground, without creaking bed stand thing, and i enjoy it very much.. my room is changing slowly.