i swear to God that hot asian guy in stat knows i swoon over him... today he strutted in as usual, he's very cocky, (crotch rocket driver), i hadn't seen him in over a week, dunno where he was.. he greets his friends, he stands in front of the seat directly in front of me and i stop taking notes to watch.. he lays down his stuff and slowly, very slowly, removes his jacket and bends down to sit.. i got wood. it was hilarious. what a tease. i want to bite his ears. wao now.

i once again did a paper a week early thinking it was due today.. but that's ok. my humanities professor told us about a delta V gene that the people in medieval europe developed to combat the plague, and now people apparently have it to combat AIDs, since the AIDs virus and the plague work practically the same way in the body.. and this hasn't been made very public i'm guessing because it would discount that underground mainstream idea that AIDs is God's punishment for certain behaviors.. the gene is completely random, after all.. so that's all very interesting. i'm going to go look it up and see if it's real. i want delta V. how cool would that be?

my mom is taking my dad to court again for failure to pay alimony.. so i hope he doesn't go to jail again, and to help i am probably testifying (?) for him thursday afternoon.. which is bizarre. she calls last year's suicide attempt "a stroke" and us helping her move her things back to tulsa with her "him secretly removing my things from my apartment and shipping me off away from my children". it's ricockulous.. the system works so that anyone with a head full enough of lies can get equal time and possibly win if sympathy is directed accurately.. it's very crazy. hope that no one crazy comes after you with lies and sends you to jail.

we finally get to see my brother's soccer game for the first time this season tonight.. it's going to be very cold, but i can't wait. there's something so fun about that. i miss all the soccer parents.. i felt like a soccer parent. i feel like the substitute mother in the house.

i bought my coldplay ticket guys. a reminder, it is tues jan 21st at hard rock, doors at 7pm, $38.25 with ticketmaster charge in advance, more on day of obviously.. get em while they're hot.