axel,
i would start working sometime next week, after i train, which means shadowing ken, the head guy, on one of his rounds and learning how to do everything, including INSULIN SHOTS...woo..i'm gonna be practically a vet after this thing is over. which was my childhood dream. there you go.
growing up too fast.. um, well in terms of time and how we view it, i think we're all fucked - because no matter what, when you look back at a time in your life, it seems to have gone by fast, good or bad, and when you concentrate on the present it seems to be moving slowly. no matter what. so time technically moves just as fast all throughout our lives, but our perception of it will always be the same stupid mess of "oh my youth went by so fast and now things are so slow.." blah blah. i don't think i grew up too fast. unless i shouldn't be as grown up as i am now now. but i don't think that's so. at least i didn't go the typical route and lose my virginity when i was 13 and become a drug addicted alcoholic when i was 15 and all that.. that's growing up too fast, in my opinion. but maybe those people who go through that have it better than i do in a way..just because that ground has been covered and they've learned and recovered, hopefully.. um.. you need to come down here soon.

i've realized that the reason corvettes are so damn cool is because they look so much like the batmobile. "this is all true."

i had the most teenage night of my life last night.. playing phone tag with juan and jenn trying to find out their feelings for one another.. SO 8th grade. it was great. i can't hardly believe "juan and jenn". their names might be too much alike. it obviously wouldn't be a lasting thing.. and it may not be a thing at all, but it's so fun to think of the possibilities. this is all so funny.

i've just discovered the wonder of Krystal. i've now eaten there twice in one month.. and that'll be twice in my lifetime.. if you don't count the ones at the grocery store, which i've always loved, but didn't realize they were a fast food restaurant as well.. it's funny.. i want to know if they were started by a midget or something and that's why they're obsessed with little food.. you feel like a pig when you order because you're like "i'll have 300 cheese krystals". it's fun.

countdown to spiderman is now...5.5 hours... dun Dun DUN.

i had some deep things to say but i don't want to get into them now and i've forgotten some of them.. but they're interesting and i'll put them here later. tho it may take me forever to get to a computer again.. maybe not til monday. "we'll see".

l.m.